Create in me a clean heart, O God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from your presence,
and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
and uphold me with a willing spirit.
and uphold me with a willing spirit.
Psalm 51:10-12
David asks God to create a new heart in him. The Hebrew word used for create is the word ‘bara’, Bara' is used in the Genesis account of creation...”In the beginning God created (bara') the heavens and the earth.” God created the world from nothing. “I need a new heart,” David says. “Create in me a new heart,” and the word create actually means “out of nothing.” In other words, he asks for nothing less than a miracle, he desires what only God can provide.
Let me ask you a question; what is the worst consequence of your sin? Most people tend to think of the consequences of their sin (if they think of it at all) in terms of earthly consequences. We worry about what would happen if people found out; What would they think of us? Would we lose our job? Would it damage the trust in our marriage? Of course there are very real earthly consequences for our sin, but these are not the worst result, not at all!
David asks God to bring back his joy and to give him a willing spirit. Joy and willing obedience go together. When you enjoy doing something or when you enjoy the person for whom you are doing it, you serve willingly. David is saying, "I have been in bondage because I have not confessed my sin. Therefore, I lost my joy and my willing spirit. I lost that real delight that comes from obeying God." How can you restore joy? Confess your sin. Then look to Jesus Christ, not yourself. If you look at yourself, you won't rejoice. But if you look to Him, you will rediscover the joy of His salvation. God intends that you rejoice in your salvation.
Well, let me ask you another question - When was the last time you poured out your heart in confession to Him?
Jeff Frazier