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Friday
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Jonah was greatly displeased and became angry. He prayed to the LORD,
“O LORD, is this not what I said when I was still at home? That is why I
was so quick to flee to Tarshish. I knew that you are a gracious and
compassionate God, slow to anger and abounding in love, a God who
relents from sending calamity. Now, O LORD, take away my life, for it
is better for me to die than to live.” - Jonah 4:1-3
For
the second time in this story, Jonah prays. In the first part (Jonah
2) he prays when he's desperate, when he's in the belly of the fish, in
the depths of the sea, and it looks like he's going to die, and he wants
to live. "Oh, God!, help me. Let me live. Forgive my disobedience." and
God hears him and gives him grace.
In
his first prayer, Jonah's going to die and he prays, "God, let me
live." This time he's in the middle of this amazing triumph of life, he
prays, "God, let me die." At this point, he doesn't really want to
die. This is like an adolescent. "God, I want my own way, and I want it
to be the destruction of the Ninevites." "Please," he says twice in
this verse. This is not a polite please; this is an annoying
two-syllable please that kids use when they are whining -
“Puh-leeaase!”
Notice
that Jonah says in his prayer, "is this not what I said when I was
still at home? " Now, in fact, Jonah didn't say anything like this back
home in the first chapter. The truth was that he said nothing at all,
he just ran away out of fear. Now he conveniently remembers himself as
the champion of justice. "I saw this one coming." He claims he always
knew God was going to go soft.
There's
something else going on in this prayer that would be very apparent to
its readers. It's important for us to see this to get the tension. Jonah
says, "I knew that you are a gracious and compassionate God." He's quoting here one of the most famous confessions of God's identity in the history of Israel.
Exodus 34:6 -
And he passed in front of Moses, proclaiming, “The LORD, the LORD, the
compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and
faithfulness.
God
is revealing here, not just His reality, not just His power, but His
character...His heart. This was so sacred to Israel. This was the most
prized revelation of God's identity in the history of their people. Any
devout Jew knew these words by heart. They knew these words like we
know the words to the song, Happy Birthday. Only Jonah leaves
something out. This would be glaringly obvious to any Israelite reading
this text. Let’s compare the two texts...
Exodus 34:6 - the LORD, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness.
Jonah 4:2 - I knew that you are a gracious and compassionate God, slow to anger and abounding in love,
What word is missing? “faithfulness”
What
is going on here? Did Jonah just make a mistake? Was this simply an
innocent omission? I don’t think so. Jonah is intentionally impugning
the character of God. He is saying (in effect) “Oh sure God, You abound
in love, but what about faithfulness to Your Word? You said You were
going to punish Nineveh....well? What about it?”
How does God respond?
God is so patient with Jonah. Jonah goes on this tirade and impugns God's character, and all God says in return is, "Is it right for you to be angry?"
Jonah doesn't give any answer. Jonah gives God the silent treatment.
(it may seem ridiculous to us, but don’t we often do the same thing when
we ignore the clear Word of God?)
In
the next part of the story we are told Jonah went out and sat down at a
place east of the city, and waited to see what’s going to happen. I
think Jonah's still hoping...forty days...Nineveh is going to get
blasted.
Then
there's this odd little part of the story. If you've ever read through
the book, you may have wondered about this. It is such a strange
account. Then the LORD God provided a vine and made it grow up
over Jonah to give shade for his head to ease his discomfort, and Jonah
was very happy about the vine. (4:6) That word "provided" is going to recur here, same word as provided a great fish back in the first chapter. But at dawn the next day God provided a worm, which chewed the vine so that it withered. (4:7) That seems like a dirty, little trick, doesn't it? When
the sun rose, God provided a scorching east wind, and the sun blazed on
Jonah’s head so that he grew faint. He wanted to die, and said, “It
would be better for me to die than to live.” (4:8)
But God said to Jonah, (Here is that question again) “Do you have a right to be angry about the vine?” “I do,” he said. “I am angry enough to die.” (4:9)
Does that seem a little immature to you? (me too) It's
like God's dealing with a five-year-old here. You understand there's
something here going way, way deeper than Jonah just worrying about
getting a sunburn or something.
God
is trying to teach Jonah about His heart for people. It's a funny
thing, God seems to have have a harder time saving Jonah than He does
saving Nineveh. When Jesus came, the people that Jesus had the hardest
time with were not the people that everybody considered the big
sinners...not the prostitutes, not the tax collectors, not the people
that you'd obviously associate with a place like Nineveh. The people
Jesus had the hardest time with were people who considered themselves
the spiritually mature. They had these superior, judgmental, unloving
hearts. It's a funny thing.
People
matter to God. The jobless person. The homeless person. The wealthy and
successful person. They just matter to God. God is not like you
& me. God doesn't look at categories like we do, and think, People
in this category, they’re my kind of people. I like these kinds of
people. But people in that category over there, I can let go of them
without much pain. People matter to God. Depressed people. Educated
people. Divorced people. People with different politics than yours. They
all matter to God. Conservative people and liberal people. Muslims.
Atheists. New Age people. Every color of skin. Asian people. Hispanic
people. Caucasian people. African American people. Gay people. Old
people. Young People. All People matter to God. Every one of them! And
they should matter to us too.
Jeff Frazier